PART 4 – My Brother Reached the Driveway Before I Could Get Through Traffic, and I Heard Every Footstep Through My Phone

I heard Derek slow down.

The sound of his engine changed.

I could hear something moving inside his truck.

Then he spoke.

"I'm pulling in."

I checked the road ahead.

Another light.

Another line of cars.

I was still too far away.

"Derek?"

"Yeah."

"Can you see Noah?"

"Not yet."

I swallowed.

I wanted him to say something reassuring.

I wanted him to tell me my son was standing at the window.

That he was safe.

That the whole thing had somehow been misunderstood.

But Derek did not say any of that.

He told me only what he could see.

The house.

The driveway.

Nothing more.

I knew my brother well enough to recognize what he was doing.

He was staying focused.

I had seen that same expression on his face at the garage.

When something went wrong with a vehicle, he did not start guessing.

He looked.

He listened.

He checked what needed checking.

And only then did he move.

I was glad he had that kind of patience.

I was also terrified of what he might find.

"Derek, listen to me."

"I'm listening."

"Noah sounded scared."

"I know."

"He said Travis used a bat."

"I heard you."

I closed my eyes for half a second.

The image had been in my head ever since Noah called.

A grown man holding a baseball bat.

My little boy trying to protect his arm.

I did not know exactly what had happened.

I had not seen it.

All I had was the voice of a frightened child.

And I believed him.

Completely.

My brother's engine stopped.

For a moment, the line went quiet.

Then I heard the sound of his truck door opening.

A short pause.

A heavy slam.

I knew that sound.

I had heard it hundreds of times.

At my house.

At Derek's garage.

In parking lots when we met for lunch.

It had never frightened me before.

Now it meant he was getting out.

He was at my house.

Close to Noah.

Closer than I could possibly be.

I pressed the phone harder against my ear.

"Derek?"

"Still here."

I heard his shoes on the driveway.

One step.

Then another.

I imagined the distance from his truck to my front door.

I knew that distance well.

I had carried groceries across it.

I had carried Noah across it when he fell asleep in the car.

I had walked it on ordinary evenings without ever thinking about how many steps it took.

Now I listened to every one of Derek's footsteps.

I remembered Noah's voice again.

"Dad, please come home."

I had told him I was there.

That was what I had said when he called.

But I had not been there.

I was across town.

And I could not change that.

I could only keep driving.

I looked at the road.

Then the clock.

Then the road again.

My brother was moving up the driveway.

The dispatcher had already sent the police.

I had told them everything Noah said.

There was nothing else I could do from behind the steering wheel.

Nothing that would put my hands around my little boy any sooner.

So I listened.

To Derek walking.

To the faint sounds around his phone.

To my own breathing.

And I waited to hear whether he could find Noah.

I did not know what was happening inside the house.

I did not know whether Travis had hurt him again.

I knew only that Derek had reached the driveway and was walking toward my son.

I held on to the phone.

And kept driving.

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