Jessica’s mother was named Diane Mercer.
Not related to Detective Harold Mercer.
At least not that we knew.
Diane had been one of Sarah’s closest friends in her twenties.
She worked at a library.
Loved cheap wine.
Hated cats.
Introduced Sarah to half the people she knew after moving back to town.
Including me.
Not at the roadside.
That remained ours.
But afterward.
Sarah’s alternator failed outside town.
I stopped.
Fixed enough to get her moving.
We exchanged first names.
No numbers.
No plans.
Two weeks later, Diane invited Sarah to a cookout.
I was there because Diane’s husband played softball with one of my mechanics.
Coincidence, we had always believed.
Now Victor’s account ledger showed payments to Diane beginning three months before that cookout.
Sarah stared at the transfer dates.
“No.”
I understood.
If Diane arranged the cookout under instruction, then Victor had touched the beginning after all.
Not our roadside meeting.
But the opportunity to meet again.
Sarah looked at Chen.
“Where is she?”
“Officially dead.”
“Of course.”
“Car accident six years ago.”
“Body?”
Chen looked down.
“Closed casket.”
“Identification?”
“Husband.”
“Where is he?”
“Died two years later.”
“Verified?”
“Yes.”
“So Diane may have faked her death alone.”
“Possibly.”
Sarah laughed bitterly.
“I hate that word.”
“I know.”
“What name receives the payments now?”
“Diana Marsh.”
Aaron found an address in Oregon.
No current driver’s license photo publicly accessible.
Bank account opened seven years ago.
One year before Diane’s supposed death.
Sarah stood.
“Call.”
Chen did.
No answer.
Then Sarah used her own phone.
Still nothing.
Lily asked, “Would Diane know your number?”
“If she’s watching any of this, yes.”
They left one message.
Sarah’s voice.
“Diane, if you’re alive, I deserve to hear it from you.”
No threat.
No plea.
Forty minutes later, a call came.
Video.
Unknown.
Sarah answered.
The woman on screen was older.
Hair shorter.
Lines deeper.
But unmistakable.
Diane.
Sarah’s face changed more than it had for Victor.
“Hi,” Diane whispered.
Sarah stared.
“You’re alive.”
“Yes.”
“You let me think you died.”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
Diane began crying.
“Victor.”
Sarah closed her eyes.
Of course.
“What did he have on you?”
Diane swallowed.
“My daughter.”
Jessica.
I looked toward Chen.
Sarah’s voice went sharp.
“What about Jessica?”
“She was sick when she was little.”
“How little?”
“Five.”
Sarah remembered.
“Leukemia scare.”
“Not leukemia.”
“What?”
Diane wiped her face.
“She had a rare blood disorder.”
“Victor treated her?”
“Yes.”
Sarah went still.
“He saved her?”
“Maybe.”
“Maybe?”
“He got her into an experimental program.”
“Approved?”
“I thought so.”
Mara, listening remotely, began searching.
Diane continued.
“Jessica improved.”
“So he used that.”
“Yes.”
“How?”
“He told me the trial involved documentation irregularities.”
“What does that mean?”
“I signed forms after treatment.”
“Backdated.”
“Yes.”
“And later?”
“He said if the truth came out, Jessica’s care could be described as illegal experimentation.”
Sarah stared.
“Was it?”
Diane cried.
“I don’t know.”
“Did he experiment on her?”
“Not like you.”
“Answer.”
“No memory drugs that I know of.”
“Then why keep paying you?”
Diane looked down.
“Because I worked for him.”
Sarah recoiled.
“What did you do?”
“Observed.”
My stomach tightened.
“Observed Sarah.”
“Yes.”
“For how long?”
“Years.”
Sarah’s voice became almost inaudible.
“You were my friend.”
“I was.”
“And a paid observer.”
“Yes.”
“Both.”
Diane cried.
“Yes.”
Sarah stood and walked away from the screen.
No one followed.
After a minute she returned.
“Start at the beginning.”
Diane did.
Victor learned Sarah’s family planned to move her back near Henry Caldwell’s shop.
He already knew Henry held evidence.
He knew Ethan—me—worked there.
He wanted to know whether proximity created spontaneous association.
Not because Sarah and I knew each other.
We didn’t.
Because Henry and the shop were environmental cues connected to Daniel’s investigation.
Sarah’s alternator failure was not engineered.
Diane swore it.
“I didn’t even know you had car trouble.”
Sarah looked at me.
I believed that part.
The encounter stayed ours.
But after Sarah told Diane about “the mechanic who wouldn’t take full payment,” Diane reported it to Victor.
Victor became interested.
“He asked who Ethan was.”
I felt cold.
“What did you tell him?”
“Henry’s son.”
“And then?”
“He told me to create another social contact if possible.”
“The cookout.”
“Yes.”
Sarah shut her eyes.
There it was.
Victor did not arrange our first meeting.
He arranged the second.
Or used Diane to.
“Did you invite Ethan specifically?” Sarah asked.
Diane shook her head.
“I invited his mechanic, Paul.”
Paul brought me.
So even Victor’s arrangement remained indirect.
Still.
Intent mattered.
“You hoped Ethan would come.”
“Yes.”
“And then?”
“I watched.”
Sarah laughed bitterly.
“What did you report?”
“That you liked him.”
“How could you tell?”
“You talked to him for three hours.”
Sarah glanced at me.
“It was two.”
“Three,” Diane said.
I smiled despite everything.
Sarah stared at me.
“Not helping.”
“Sorry.”
Diane continued.
Victor asked whether being near me changed Sarah’s memory.
At first, no.
Then Sarah mentioned the shop felt familiar.
Not because she had been there with Daniel, necessarily.
Because Daniel had worked there.
Because Henry had been part of the hidden network.
The environment may have pulled at buried associations.
Victor told Diane to encourage the relationship.
“Did you?”
“Yes.”
“How?”
“I told you Ethan was interested.”
Sarah looked at me.
“I was.”
Diane almost smiled.
“You were terrible at hiding it.”
“Still not the point.”
“No.”
Diane’s reports continued for years.
Not constantly.
Occasional.
Marriage.
Stress.
Infertility.
My accident.
Session 8.
The cancer.
“Did you know about the drugs?”
Diane shook her head.
“Not until later.”
“When?”
“After Session 8.”
“What did you do?”
“Confronted Victor.”
“And?”
“He reminded me about Jessica.”
There.
Leverage.
Again.
“Why did you fake your death?”
Diane’s expression changed.
“Because I found out Jessica was in his records.”
Sarah stopped.
“As what?”
“Potential next-generation subject.”
Not administered.
Candidate.
Victor had considered using Jessica because of her closeness to Sarah.
Not biological.
Environmental comparison.
Diane panicked.
“Did he ever dose her?”
“No.”
“You’re sure?”
“Until the wedding, I thought yes.”
Sarah leaned closer.
“What happened at the wedding?”
Diane looked sick.
“I knew Dylan would be there.”
“You knew.”
“Yes.”
“And Nathan.”
“Yes.”
“And the drink.”
“Yes.”
Sarah’s face hardened.
“You let it happen.”
“I wasn’t there.”
“That is not what I asked.”
Diane cried.
“I warned Jessica not to drink anything Dylan handed her.”
“She wasn’t the target.”
“I know.”
“You knew Sarah was.”
“Yes.”
“And said nothing.”
“I was afraid if I contacted Sarah, Victor would learn I was alive.”
Sarah stared.
“You chose Jessica over me.”
Diane cried harder.
“Yes.”
Sarah nodded slowly.
“At least say it correctly.”
“I chose my daughter over you.”
“Yes.”
No dramatics.
No accusations beyond fact.
It hurt more that way.
“Why are you still receiving payments?”
“They’re not payments.”
“What?”
“Automatic trust distributions.”
Victor had set them years ago.
Diane could not stop them without exposing the account she used after disappearing.
She had been living quietly.
Watching Jessica from a distance.
Jessica did not know.
Sarah’s face changed.
“You let your daughter think you were dead.”
Diane looked destroyed.
“I thought it kept her outside Victor’s reach.”
“Did it?”
“For years.”
“Until Peter kidnapped her.”
“Yes.”
Diane covered her face.
“I know.”
“Jessica deserves to decide whether she wants you in her life.”
“Yes.”
“Not us.”
“Yes.”
Sarah took a breath.
“What did Victor ask you to report about me and Ethan?”
Diane hesitated.
“Everything emotional.”
“Arguments?”
“Yes.”
“Sex?”
I stiffened.
Diane shook her head immediately.
“No. Never.”
“Private conversations?”
“If you told me things.”
Sarah flinched.
She had.
Friends tell each other things.
“Did you report my fertility treatments?”
“Yes.”
“Why would Victor care?”
“He believed motherhood loss and infertility could reactivate Lily.”
The cruelty of that was difficult to absorb.
Every failed pregnancy attempt had been both pain and data to him.
Sarah whispered, “Did it?”
Diane began crying.
“Yes.”
“How do you know?”
“You talked about dreams.”
“What dreams?”
“A little girl.”
Lily went still.
Diane continued.
“You said sometimes you dreamed a child was calling you from behind a door.”
Sarah pressed fingers against her temple.
“I remember that dream.”
I did too.
She had woken crying once.
Told me she dreamed someone was calling “Mom.”
We assumed infertility grief.
Maybe it was.
And something older.
“What did you tell Victor?”
“That the dreams were increasing.”
“What did he do?”
“Nothing then.”
“Why?”
“He said spontaneous retrieval was useful.”
Sarah’s face hardened.
Useful.
The word again.
Diane then admitted she influenced one other major event.
Jessica becoming our goddaughter.
Sarah stared.
“No.”
“I suggested it.”
“Why?”
“Victor wanted a stable younger attachment figure in your life.”
Jessica.
Not biological.
A relational control.
Could connection to a younger girl activate maternal memory?
He had observed.
Sarah looked sick.
“So even Jessica.”
Diane shook her head.
“Sarah, Jessica loved you because she loved you.”
“I know.”
“I didn’t create that.”
“I know.”
“I suggested a role. I didn’t create the relationship.”
Sarah looked at me.
The distinction mattered.
Conditions versus choices.
Victor arranged contexts.
People filled them with real attachment he did not own.
“Did he ever plan to use Jessica directly?”
“Yes.”
“When?”
“After your cancer returned.”
“To pressure me?”
“Originally as comparison.”
“And later?”
Diane swallowed.
“He discussed staged loss.”
The room went cold.
“What does that mean?”
“Making you believe Jessica had died.”
Sarah stood.
“No.”
“He never did it.”
“Because?”
“I told him I would expose everything.”
Diane looked toward the camera.
“That was why I disappeared.”
She had finally drawn a line.
Late.
After years of reporting.
But real.
Victor responded by threatening Jessica.
Diane staged her own death with help from someone inside the network.
“Who?”
“Nathan.”
Everyone stared.
Nathan had helped Diane disappear.
Another hidden action.
Another partial redemption.
“Why would Nathan help?”
“Because by then he wanted Victor’s observational program ended.”
“So Nathan helped you leave but still later helped with Session 8 and the wedding dose.”
“Yes.”
Contradiction.
Human consistency remained optional.
Diane changed identity.
Stayed away.
Victor found the financial trail but apparently allowed her to remain hidden because the arrangement kept Jessica observable without Diane interfering.
Or so Diane believed.
Then Sarah asked the question that mattered most to her.
“Did Victor ever tell you why Ethan mattered beyond being an emotional anchor?”
Diane hesitated.
“Yes.”
I looked at her.
“What?”
“He thought Ethan disrupted the model.”
Sarah frowned.
“How?”
“Victor believed attachment could be reduced to exposure, reinforcement, fear, familiarity.”
“And Ethan?”
Diane looked at me.
“You made choices he couldn’t predict.”
I almost laughed.
“I run an auto shop.”
“That wasn’t the point.”
“What choices?”
“You turned down Dallas.”
Stayed after the accident.
Stayed through infertility.
Stayed when Sarah withdrew.
Stayed after divorce in the only way available—by not replacing her emotionally, though Victor expected you to.
Sarah stared at me.
Diane continued.
“Victor kept adjusting variables because Ethan kept behaving like the model was wrong.”
Sarah whispered:
“Because he loved me.”
Diane nodded.
“Yes.”
Victor hated explanations he could not control.
Love was messy.
Not measurable enough.
So he translated it into resilience indices.
Environmental cues.
Anchor bonds.
Anything but what it was.
Then Diane said:
“There is one report Victor never got.”
Sarah looked at her.
“What?”
“The day you filed for divorce.”
My chest tightened.
“What happened?”
“You came to my grave.”
Sarah stared.
Diane’s fake grave.
“I don’t remember.”
“You sat there for almost an hour.”
“What did I say?”
“I know because I had a camera nearby.”
Sarah looked disgusted.
Diane accepted it.
“You talked to me.”
“What did I say?”
Diane’s eyes filled.
“You said, ‘I’m doing what you did. I’m leaving so the person I love doesn’t get dragged down with me.’”
Sarah shut her eyes.
Diane continued.
“Then you said, ‘I hope I’m wrong.’”
Sarah’s face crumpled.
“And?”
“You said, ‘If Ethan comes after me, I don’t know if I’ll be strong enough to leave twice.’”
I could barely breathe.
She had wanted me to come.
Or part of her had.
But she had hidden too well.
Diane never gave Victor that recording.
“Why?”
“Because by then I understood what he would do with it.”
“What did you do?”
“Deleted the video.”
“Then how do you remember?”
Diane looked at Sarah.
“Because unlike Victor, I stopped taking notes.”
Silence.
“I remembered as your friend.”
Sarah stared at her.
Not forgiveness.
Not yet.
But something loosened.
Diane’s survival would now be Jessica’s choice to confront.
Chen arranged that separately.
No surprise reunion.
No manipulation.
Sarah insisted.
Then Sarah looked toward our porch through the window.
“Diane.”
“Yes?”
“Did Jessica seat Ethan beside me because you told her to?”
Diane shook her head.
“No.”
“Victor?”
“No.”
“Emily?”
“No.”
“Nathan?”
“No.”
“Anyone?”
“No.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
Sarah exhaled.
Jessica had done that.
On her own.
The wedding reunion belonged to Jessica.
What followed belonged to us.
Even the dose could not own the whole night.
Sarah looked at me.
One beginning had been manipulated partly.
Another reunion had not.
Human choice kept appearing in the cracks.
Then Chen received a message from Jessica.
She had been told her mother was alive.
She wanted to speak to Sarah first.
Not Diane.
Sarah answered immediately.
Jessica’s voice shook.
“Did you know?”
“No.”
“Should I talk to her?”
Sarah closed her eyes.
That was the kind of question everyone had answered for her all her life.
She refused.
“I can’t decide that for you.”
Jessica began crying.
“What would you do?”
“That still wouldn’t tell you what you should do.”
Silence.
Then Sarah said:
“I can tell you what happened. I can sit with you while you decide. But the decision is yours.”
Jessica breathed.
“Okay.”
After the call, Sarah looked at me.
“That felt terrible.”
“What?”
“Not telling her what to do.”
I smiled.
“Agency is inconvenient.”
She laughed.
Then the doorbell rang.
Police outside checked first.
A courier.
Package.
No return address.
Addressed to Sarah Caldwell.
Chen opened it under protocol.
Inside:
One cassette.
One photograph.
One handwritten note.
Victor’s handwriting.
The note read:
Diane still doesn’t know why Jessica was selected.
Sarah stared.
The photograph showed Jessica at age five in a hospital bed.
Beside her stood Victor.
And behind Victor stood a woman none of us recognized.
On the back:
SUBJECT S-7 MATERNAL LINE CONFIRMED.
Jessica was not merely an environmental comparison.
According to Victor’s note, she was biologically connected to the original study.
Click here to continue reading: PART 43: Jessica’s Childhood Records Revealed Her Hidden Connection to Anne Bishop, and Diane Learned Victor Had Lied About Her Daughter From the Beginning
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